I am still awake! Or let me rephrase that, I just woke up around 12mn from an evening nap and now I am awake, alive, alert but not that enthusiastic. I had a very rough day both online and offline. It seems that I was not getting the best of both worlds yesterday. All I was getting was stress and more stress!
Anyway, I wasn’t able to finish my tasks yesterday. I was not able to beat the deadline as my boy’s exam took longer than I thought. We were finished nearly 5pm and we went downtown to run some errands. When we got home around 6pm plus, I turned my computer on. I was hoping to finish some tasks before the deadline. Then bang! A black-out took place causing me to withdraw from my work station. I involuntarily took a nap because I had no choice!
A few hours later, the lights were back, my husband woke me up so that we could eat dinner together. After dinner, I immediately turned on the PC but sadly, I was already too late. The cut-off has already taken place. So I calculated my earnings, and to my own despair, it’s not enough to compensate our bills that will occur this week. And that makes me so SAD!! I am now worried where I will be getting the money to pay off this week’s dues? It’s driving me insane!
I am hoping that a miracle will happen this week! I hope God will intervene and provide away for us to get through this. I am not actually praying to be rich or be famous blogger of some sort but I am only hoping that I could pay the bills, help bring food on the table and earn enough to buy Jollibee or McDonalds for my children every now and then.
Oh God, please help us with our needs!
I am still awake! Or let me rephrase that, I just woke up around 12mn from an evening nap and now I am awake, alive, alert but not that enthusiastic. I had a very rough day both online and offline. It seems that I was not getting the best of both worlds yesterday. All I was getting was stress and more stress!
Anyway, I wasn’t able to finish my tasks yesterday. I was not able to beat the deadline as my boy’s exam took longer than I thought. We were finished nearly 5pm and we went downtown to run some errands. When we got home around 6pm plus, I turned my computer on. I was hoping to finish some tasks before the deadline. Then bang! A black-out took place causing me to withdraw from my work station. I involuntarily took a nap because I had no choice!
A few hours later, the lights were back, my husband woke me up so that we could eat dinner together. After dinner, I immediately turned on the PC but sadly, I was already too late. The cut-off has already taken place. So I calculated my earnings, and to my own despair, it’s not enough to compensate our bills that will occur this week. And that makes me so SAD!! I am now worried where I will be getting the money to pay off this week’s dues? It’s driving me insane!
I am hoping that a miracle will happen this week! I hope God will intervene and provide away for us to get through this. I am not actually praying to be rich or be famous blogger of some sort but I am only hoping that I could pay the bills, help bring food on the table and earn enough to buy Jollibee or McDonalds for my children every now and then.
Oh God, please help us with our needs!
My husband has just left for work and I am now about to go to sleep. I was awake all night doing some of my pending assignments. They are not actually due today but to get paid this Friday, I need to finish them before the cut-off which is tonight. I also followed up my ISP because one my clients (and me too) is having a problem accessing her blog. My hosting didn’t have any problem because the data is intact and other friends and colleagues were able to access but the problem was our ISP is not allowing us to view her blog properly. So, I stayed up also monitoring and following our ISP (we have the same ISP) so my client and I will have a peace of mind.
Sad to say, I was not able to finish all of my assignments. I still have few left. I wanted to continue doing some posts because I am not yet sleepy but my conscience struck me. I am carrying a baby inside and I have school kids that need to be ready before lunch time. I know I am desperate to earn for the family and for our monthly bills and credit payments, but I guess the money I will earn will not be enough if I get sick. I am more useful when I am healthy, so I better sleep and rest. I will try to finish all my assignments later this afternoon. My son will have an exam, so I guess we will not be staying longer at their school. I may have some time to finish before the cut-off tonight!Wish me luck!
As for the ISP, thank God they already have resolved the problem and now I can access my clients blog. So at least now, I can sleep. 
