I am still awake! Or let me rephrase that, I just woke up around 12mn from an evening nap and now I am awake, alive, alert but not that enthusiastic. I had a very rough day both online and offline. It seems that I was not getting the best of both worlds yesterday. All I was getting was stress and more stress!

Anyway, I wasn’t able to finish my tasks yesterday. I was not able to beat the deadline as my boy’s exam took longer than I thought. We were finished nearly 5pm and we went downtown to run some errands. When we got home around 6pm plus, I turned my computer on. I was hoping to finish some tasks before the deadline. Then bang! A black-out took place causing me to withdraw from my work station. I involuntarily took a nap because I had no choice!

A few hours later, the lights were back, my husband woke me up so that we could eat dinner together. After dinner, I immediately turned on the PC but sadly, I was already too late. The cut-off has already taken place. So I calculated my earnings, and to my own despair, it’s not enough to compensate our bills that will occur this week. And that makes me so SAD!! I am now worried where I will be getting the money to pay off this week’s dues? It’s driving me insane!

I am hoping that a miracle will happen this week! I hope God will intervene and provide away for us to get through this. I am not actually praying to be rich or be famous blogger of some sort but I am only hoping that I could pay the bills, help bring food on the table and earn enough to buy Jollibee or McDonalds for my children every now and then.

Oh God, please help us with our needs!




Posted on Jun 30, 2009 | personal musings



4 Comments

  1. CosmicGirl on June 30, 2009 shared... {#}

    I understand your plight and you’re not the only one going through this. If there is any conviction I stand by dearly is that God provides. Cheesy as it may sound, miracles happen. :-)

  2. Mommy Rubz on June 30, 2009 shared... {#}

    I clearly agree that God will provide. He is indeed the Jehovah Jireh!

  3. Chris on June 30, 2009 shared... {#}

    take it easy mommy… God doesn’t give you what you can not bear..

    by the way, i will add you to my blog roll :)

    hope you can add me to yours too
    http://www.mommyjourney.com
    The Mommy Journey

  4. Mommy Rubz on July 1, 2009 shared... {#}

    @Chris:

    Thank Mommy! I have added you to my blogroll already. :D

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